Everyday you’re going to fight with yourself about something. Everyday you’ll think you need to do something you don’t. And everyday you’ll think you don’t need to do something you do. That will be the struggle.
The decision to do or to not do shouldn’t be based on what others will think of you. It should start from a period of contemplative prayer.
The soul knows what to do. Let go of the false sense of self for awhile and find out what the true self wants. The true self knows the way, and that way will be marked by a sense of inner peace.